Have you ever felt like all of your plans keep getting shot down and redirected?
This has been me for some time. I think about what’s next and I get redirected. I am all excited and feel like I have it ALL “figured out” only to find another curve awaiting me in the unfolding of my life.
Then I think about the ‘what ifs’ ….
I never meet the level of success that I currently seek to reach.
That is not my journey.
I need to serve in a different way.
… What if….
Then I think about what I really want at my CORE.
I am not looking to reach the “level of success” that I am holding myself too.
Mother Teresa was not money oriented.
Yet if she needed to get money I doubt it would have been much of a challenge or a problem because she touched and moved people deeply.
Sometimes I think we put a lot of stock into what we make and obtain financially.
It appears that we measure our success by our financial achievements.
Don’t get me wrong. I love money. I love to make it. I love to spend it. I appreciate having it and I wish I had it when I was without it.
But money is not my world. I will not compromise myself for money.
I use to be a professional pole dancer. Before it became a fitness trend, it was my career. I didn’t know about pole fitness or this positive spin on such a highly sex focused experience.
I knew at age 12 that I wanted to pole dance, for 2 specific reasons:
1) It looked FUN!!
2) They made a lot of money and that meant I could finally get all of the things that I had desired to get for so long.
What I didn’t know is that it was a highly sexual and highly competitive environment.
I was naive about the atmosphere.
I learned a lot of fun and powerful pole moves and also had a very intimate spiritual journey in a seemingly “bad” or dirty place.
I learned a lot about God, Sex, and Money. I also learned about TRUE LOVE as well as SELF-LOVE.
As a result, here I am today. An artistic pole & yoga loving, spiritual life transformation catalyst.
I have a story to share. It is simply how I learned to have Faith and follow G.O.D (the HIGHEST most Divine SELF).
So I must be honest and say that at the moment, even with all of the training I have, I feel a bit lost in how to present myself and the plan that I am following because it keeps changing.
But I can say I am committed to staying connected.
I am committed to sharing my truth and standing in my power.
I am committed to serving you, to help you in figuring out this life as best as I can.
I am committed to being open to divine guidance and following my intuition.
I am committed to talking to you weekly!
So please, don’t be a stranger. It’s hard work to put yourself out there when you have felt safest in your own world… When you are fine having a blissful life in a very intimate way with the few people closest to you.
I love my bubble but I CAN’T stay in it because I know some of you NEED ME. You need my delivery, my UNIQUE energy and style, my language, and understanding…
If I stay in my bubble you could DIE. Figuratively in the sense of your passion or spirituality – not feeling ALIVE! But also LITERALLY! Whether by your own hand or your souls subconscious calling. I know a bit about this feeling and it is a battle TOO MANY people face and LOSE because they are GREAT ACTORS/ACTRESSES. (I could talk more about this now but I’ll save it for later 😉 )
I can’t live blissfully with that on my conscious. So I am here, with open arms to serve you in standing present in your power to be joyful and free to live life on your terms.
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I love you!